For me, there are some days that are filled with anxious feelings of excitement as each minute passes by. For the whole day. And I have no idea why. It happens every once in a while...usually when I am anticipating something, an event, a trip, or just a change. It's like my heart is exploding over and over again in response to the endless possibilities that the future could or could not bring. It's a really weird feeling. And a really exciting feeling. The only problem is that things don't always work out the way that I want them to. I mean, they have a way of really just not working out at all. Just because I have these feelings doesn't mean that something is going to go right for me.
But I am hoping that this year will be different.
I am hoping that things begin to happen and that moments fly by so quickly until all of a sudden everything stops and calms down---and my life has completely changed all around me.
All of this to say....that this year, I'm forcing myself to expect big things to happen.
Because everybody's gotta have their year, right?
laurenthevampireslayer signing off...
